Dreams and Such

05 Mar 2008

 

Mighty Strange Dreams Last Night.

Man. I had the weirdest dreams last night and I can only point to the first one where I know where it came from. One of the books I'm reading is similar to the first dream.

 

#1. I was living in a mansion with three other people and a powerful wizard kept us trapped there for some reason. Two of them were males in their early 20's and they were gay. I kept seeing them as two guys from that "Make Me a Supermodel" show.

 

The other person was about 18 or so and female. The odd thing was that we were very attracted to each other,(the girl and I that is) but she kept changing. What I mean is she would become a different body each time I looked at her. She started out as a tall, long-haired brunette, then she was a tiny, short, long-haired blond, then she was a tall tattooed redhead. And every time she changed, but it was the same personality inside the body.

 

Two things really stand out about this dream. The first is that I didn't recognize any of the bodies the girl changed into, which is odd because I almost always know the people in my dreams, even if it's just from TV. The second is that I didn't think of my wife at all.

 

You see, in my dreams I am almost always aware that I'm dreaming. And consequently when I'm approached by beautiful women in a dream I think about my wife... I won't even cheat in a dream. But in this dream there were no thoughts of my wife... Maybe it's because although I wanted this girl, there were no opportunities to act, and if there had been an opportunity, I would have stopped myself.

 

#2. The damn dog came back.

(Background info) Last year M rescued a dog and brought him home with her. Over the next few months we did everything we could to find this dog a home. With no luck. So we decided to keep him.

 

One day I came home from work to find him missing. To tell y'all the truth, we were happy to see that he was gone. He was a pit bull mix and a really big dog and he had no manners or training. Plus he wasn't house broken so we had to keep him outside during the day.

 

Almost a month later he just showed back up at the house. So I ended up taking him back to where M had found him at, and set him loose hoping he'd find his old home.

 

In this dream not only did he show up at the house again, but he tunneled under the house, up through the walls and dropped in through the ceiling in the middle of the night.

 

That's it.

 

#3. 'Zombie Time. In this dream I was in a group of people who were trying to get away from zombies. We had just blocked a bridge to keep them away, then my perspective changed and then I was a zombie trying to get across the bridge.

 

I was trying to convince the human guards that I was still alive and needed to join them to stay alive. I managed to convince them and get across when I realized that I shouldn't have done that because I would infect them with the zombie disease.

 

Odd huh?

 

I know there was a fourth dream but it has faded so much that I can't recall even the premise of the dream, but I know that it was weird too.

 

If there is anyone out there who can take a stab at interpreting these wild things let me know! I can't imagine what they could mean...

 

I'm Alive... So Far...

 

 

 

06 Mar 2008

Not Much Today...

 

I don't have a lot for today. I've just been hustling my ass off here at work.

 

My back was pretty sore this morning but I must have slowly worked out the kinks in it because it's not giving me any trouble right now, other than just being tired.

 

Last night we pre-bowled for Friday night because the other half of our team will be going out of town. I struggled the first two games and finally settled down in the third game and rolled a 200. M bowled great and was above her average all three games.

 

 

 

 

 

Late at Night…

 

I’m sick of myself and all that shit. I hate my appearance. It’s more than body, I want to change the being inside… Fuckit. I’m drunk.

 

I’m Alive… So Fuckin’ Far…